Monday, June 9, 200810:46 PM
I think I am going to die.
I feel like killing myself.
I feel like crying.
I feel like doing some thing
SO DRASTIC RIGHT NOW.
Fuck.
Screwed up life.
In this screwed up world.
I know you love your other
friends more.
But.
Never mind
I won't say it..
I just want to hurt myself.
I just want to yell out loud.
Whyyyy???
I think I am going to cry any
moment.
You didn't choose me.
Well.
I guess.
Are we even friends any more??
ARE WE???!?!
Damn it.
I SWEAR IT,
I will kill myself FOR YOU.
Well, one of those people who I will
commit suicide for will be YOU.
You don't even fucking know what
I have been through.
You don't even know the number of tears
that I have shed for other people.
Right now, I realized that you are one
of those people who are worth of shedding
tears for.
My heart can't break any further because of
the OTHER him.
I thought you could at least piece back 2 pieces.
AT LEAST. But..
Well..
And since you fucking don't
like VULGAR PEOPLE.
THEN DON'T BE MY FUCKING FRIEND
ANY MORE.
I mean, isn't that what you typed in your freaking
blog????
And I guess, you don't want me to be your friend
any more since you HAVE SO MANY OTHER
GOOD FRIENDS UNLIKE ME!
Fuck this shit. I can't take it any more
I CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Can't you see this?!?!?!?
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!
I am just upset, okayyy?
Not angry.
~With tears in my eyes, I type this.
