Sunday, June 29, 20081:02 AM
Hello~
Honestly, this person really
doesn't know how much he is
hurting me.
I mean, he ignores me.
It's so unfair.
I care so much about him.
I just want to talk to him.
I just want to find out how he is.
Is it so difficult?
Hiiash.
It's so saddening and
heartbreaking with
what he is doing to
me.
I mean, at least show
some signs that you care
about my SMSes.
Please don't reply my SMSes
once and then heck it,
okay?!?!
It's very hurting.
You don't even
know how much your
actions hurt me currently.
I feel like committing suicide
so badly.
And it's for you.
I love you a lot.
Can't you see?
It's so unfair!
Ugh, I hate myself
so much.
I wished you would
treat me as your friend.
Not some kind of outcast.
It makes me feel like fucked
up and shitty.
You hurt me so badly.
I wish you would call me.
Hiiash.
Guess, for me, wishes
NEVER come true.
Honestly.
I really really care about you.
I miss you a lot.
And it was only 2 days of
not chatting with you.
And I missed you already.
At least show some signs
of care of something.
If you don't want to be my
friend anymore.
Just tell me.
I will understand.
I know you don't care about me
anymore.
You said it yourself.
It's your decision anyways.
I have no say.
But then tell me that we aren't
friends anymore.
I miss you,
I love you
& I need you
