Saturday, August 30, 200811:33 AM
Whyy?
-sighs-
Maybe I am meant not to be
loved..
My heart was in shatters and
was sinking.
Now, it has sank all the way
to the ground and it is
broken into tiny particles.
I will ask you this now,
Do you still love me?
If you really still love her,
Then by all means, please go on..
But I will tell you this,
I really need you..
I wish you would answer
my calls.
But you don't
I wish you would answer my SMSes
but you don't.
-sighs-
This blog post is for you..
I am sorry:-
For wasting your time on me.
For breaking your heart.
For pissing you off.
For not listening to you.
For wasting your energy on me.
For not being there for you.
I am just sorry for everything
I have done to you..
I wish I could take it all back.
But I can't
I am sorry
I am just a useless and hopeless
person..
She is a lot better person.
So...
-sighs-
I swear, all I need is you.
I don't need anything else.
As long as I am with you,
talking or playing Maple with you,
I can survive without water and food.
I really need you to survive.
But if you go away, I won't die because
if you go away happy, I will still live,
I will live to see your happiness.
That's what I will do.
I really want to change.
I really do.
But I really want your help and support.
I really need you..
I would really do anything for you.
I promise,
I will change for you, and only you.
Not for myself,
Not for my family and
Not for my friends.
But for you...
I would die for you..
That's how much I am willing
to sacrifice for you. But I really
don't care if you don't want to
sacrifice anything for me.
Really.
I don't care..
As long as my heart stays true
to what I say, and carry out what
I promised.
Then I am okay.
But if I break my promises,
Then
I don't deserve you..
Really.
I am so sorry about last night.
If only I could take back what ever
I said.
I should have been more reasonable
But I wasn't.
I am regretting so much right now.
-sighs-
I really hope you see this post.
Byee<3
I will love you forever<333
