Wednesday, September 3, 200810:47 PM
Meh, I just blogging randomly (:
Hahas.
Read if you wanna. (:
She waits on him every night.
Waiting for his texts, his calls.
But... They never come.
She is so lost, she wants to know,
wants to know where did she go wrong.
She is confused, she wonders, wonders about
why is he treating her like this.
Treating her as if she was just trash.
Well, she always thought it's her fault.
Well, maybe it is true, maybe it's her fault.
She broke his heart, she hurts herself,
punishing herself for what she has done to him.
The only guy that she actually loved.
She places the razor firmly onto her wrists.
She growls in frustration.
Just one more slit.
One more.
Then it's all over.
She lifts the razor off her wrist.
She was pissed.
Pissed off with herself.
She hated herself more than ever now.
How she wished, she could turn back the
hands of time.
She has regretted every moment of lying.
She broke her promise.
She hated herself.
Tears began to spring into her eyes.
She felt like ending it all that night.
"It's all over, he was my everything.."
Yeah, it was all over.
But to think of it, if she kills herself,
he wouldn't even take notice, or care...
...Right..?
Isn't that the whole truth?
He wouldn't care... Right...?
Because, he would just move on with
life, with another girl..
Then it struck her,
What's there to lose?
Nothing, there's nothing to lose for her..
So...
She places the razor firmly onto her neck.
She growls..
Pulling the razor hard across her neck...
Well. YEAH! :D:D:D
