Friday, October 10, 200810:35 AM
That's how you treat me now.
You don't know how much I'm dying
inside right now. And, you treating me
this way, isn't helping at all. But of course,
you will never treat that girl that you
love oh-so-much that way. Of course not.
She's your everything, she is the reason
you smile, she is the reason you laugh,
she is the reason you are happy. She is
your everything. Even when we were together,
you and I, I was your nothing. You don't know
how much it freaking hurts. I realized that all
those words I said to you, meant nothing to you
but it meant everything to me. Damn it, it meant
so much to me. Your so-called "loving" words
that were so-called for me, those were my everything.
But now, it's only a memory because you never meant
those words. Those words were never for me. Yeah.
I'm sorry, fate was so damn freaking cruel to you that
it let you be in a relationship with me and not with her.
I'm so damn sorry. Now, you have your freaking chance
to be with her. I can't stop you anymore. Hn. The way
you treat me. I'm just a f*cking unwanted girl now.
An outcast. There's nothing left for me to live. Honestly.
But why do I still hold on...? Because, I'm weak without
you. -sighs- You just don't understand. I knew you
wouldn't love me or even like me. You never had those
kind of feelings. You want to know something that was
actually real in "our relationship", Liang..? Do you...?
What was actually real in "our relationship" was my
freaking feelings FOR YOU. No body else, but for you.Just forget it.
