Wednesday, October 8, 200810:23 AM
Wellz. -.-"
This totally sucks )=
Hahahas. Wells.
I'm trying to be happy.
But it's difficult.
But you don't know how difficult
it is. Really. You don't.
That night, when "B" invited you
into our conference, when I heard
your voice. I almost burst out crying.
I miss you that much. But I don't want
to show it. Because whenever I do,
my friends kinda call me stupid.
-sighs- But "B" split the conference
to comfort me(= Thanks "B"~!
-sighs- I don't know what to do anymore.
Especially this Saturday. When I see you.
Your smile. Your eyes. God, this is
torturing me. But I'm used to
torturing myself. But,
You are happy with her.
You are happily liking her.
Well, she does have many things
that I don't (=
-sighs- I guess so.
I don't know what to do.
I'm trying to act happy and all that.
And kinda failing.
-sighs-
Let's skip all this okay...?
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Wheeee, I've been thinking..
I wanna write stuff about those
people have changed my life
tremendously(=
Hahahahas.
Well, I'm gonna start off with
My LeonKor ^^
Leon:
You have been there for me since
I can remember. (=
You have helped me so much.
Giving me advice, encouragement
and well, your brotherly love. (=
Even though, sometimes I don't
listen to you )= Like when you
tell me not to cut and slit
and self hurt, and I still do,
you were still there for me no
matter what (= Thanks ^^ :D
I haven't been there like how
you did, LeonKor )= So yeah.
I really hope things work out with
you and her (= Because, well,
I know they will (=
You are a great person ^^ :D
You are really caring. And I know,
she is one person where you will
devote your life to her :D
And well, you will be rewarded yeah..?
^^ :D:D:D You are a great person.
Well. We have known each other for,
I don't know, 8 months :D And you have
been there for me from the very 1st day,
even till today.. :D And still going on :D
Thanks for everything, LeonKor :D:D:D <3 ^^
<3youmillionstrillions :D:D
~
Shierly:
(= Well. Many things to say :D:D ^^
Hmmmms, well, things may not have gone
smoothly for us. But yeah. I still care
in my own weird ways =X Sorry.
Lawls. Anyways. You have been there for
me too :D ^^ And well, I really enjoyed
your company :D Well. I really actually
don't know what to write =X Sorry.
It's difficult, yeah...? =X
You have always been there. And I
realized, I haven't been there for you
like how you did. I said all those things
because, I was angry. Everything was of out
of repulse and anger. Sorry.
So yeah. It's difficult to say things.
>< I clearly haven't been the best person
on Earth. (= I never listened to you.
You've been there for me (=
That's all that counted ^^
Well. I really not sure how to type
this out, but there are many things to say.
It's just difficult. I'm sorry.
~
Brian:
Well, this friendship was weird =X
LOL! We used to kinda argue in Weios =X
Heh. Now Brian has helped me in many many
ways (= You are one of my best friends (=
And you kinda know how I feel sometimes.
I wonder how sometimes >_<" So yeah.
You've always been there for me (=
So yeahhhh. Whenever I was sad or
just really depressed, you were there :D
You sometimes call me from your work and
chat with me. Making up weird and lame
jokes which never fails to make me laugh
and smile (= Thanks :D
You helped me a lot too :D ^^
With Liang and I. But yeah. Somethings
are not what it must be. (=
Hmmm, Brian, you really care about
other people before yourself. You rather
have happiness for other people than for
yourself -.- It can be a good and bad
thing at the same time. So yeah.
But one thing is for certain. You
really know how to cheer me up ^^
That's why you rock :D:D:D
And, if there is anything. I'm always
here, yeahhh...? :D:D:D ^^
<3SiBrian =P
~
Sheri:
Oh ho ho ho. This one. (=
I have known this girl since
she was Primary 3 =X Wellz.
We never did like each other.
But now, we are bestest-est of
friends :D:D:D Because she is an awesome
person once you actually really get to
know her. Sheri has helped me in many ways.
She always knew how to cheer me up :D
Like Brian, only in a more sadistic way ^^
Sheri's really awesome ^^ She will do
anything for her friends. And well,
she can be TOO loud sometimes, but that
can't be helped =X Ehehehe :D ^^
She always sets aside the time to talk to me
about stuff, and my feelings.
She understands how I feel all the time.
She knows when I'm pissed, when I'm happy and
when well, I'm just plain emo.
This past week, she's been there for me :D
Well, not only this week, but all the time :D ^^
She's a real great person to talk to. :D
She always give me encouragement, advice and
maybe a few paragraphs of profanities (=
She's really an awesome person to be around with
(= So yeah. I always remember her not because
of her loudness, but because of her correcting
everyone's English XD Yeap :D ^^
<3youtrillionsmillions
~
Wan:
Well, this lil' pepper scares me sometimes.(=
She scolds me sometimes for being stupid and
stuff XDXD Hahahas. But all in all, she's a
really awesome person to be around with.
She's a real fun person to be around with.
Well. Right now, all I can think about
is when how you tap her head, and she "meows"
and how slow she eats =X SORRY! =X Lol!
But it's really hilarious to watch her eat ^^
Wan can always make me laugh and all that. (=
She's really witty and intelligent ^^
And she will always have a snappy comeback for
you, so watch out for her sarcasm ^^ :D
She can be really hyper and emo but
she is most of the time hyper and stuff :D:D
Oh, Wan is also very compassionate.
To both animals and humans =X
I don't know.. Some times she treats
certain humans like animals and all
animals like humans ._______." LOL!
Hahahahahahs. Well. No offense yeah..? (=
I really enjoy being bestest-est friends
with Wan ^^ And we will continue being
as that :D:D:D Hahahahas. :D:D
<3youmillionstrillions
~
Duckiie:
:D:D:D THIS GIRL IS AWESOME :D
We go high together :D:D:D
We always gay together too :D ^^
We are bestest-est-est friends :D:D
Love her loads :D:D:D She NEVER fails
to make me smile with her psycho-ness :D
It's funny! :D:D:D She is so awesome
and good at being funny :D:D:D
It's hilarious. I can laugh with her
till my stomach will start to hurt really
badly XD Duckiie is just too awesome :D
She has been there for me :D:D:D
Even in Primary school CCA, we would
spar with each other during CCA breaks ^^
We would laugh and smack each other
endlessly :D:D She is so awesomeeee :D
She loves whoever that loves her :D
Whenever I cut, she will smack me and
she will be REALLY SAD D:
And she will smack the hurt places XD
HAHAHAS! But it's really funny ^^
Everytime in religious classes, we would sit
together :D:D:D Which is like awesome :D ^^
We would make a lot of noise and jokes.
We would laugh at each other, with each other
in those classes ^^ It is really fun. I always
look forward to meeting her :D She is just
so awesome and wonderful ^^
She has drawn a few of my favorite anime
characters :D:D:D And they are super duper
nicely and wonderfully drawn ^^ :D
It's really niceeeee <3 ^^
Hahahahas.
<3youmillionsbillionstrillions ^^
~
I think I'm gonna end here ><
Because it's getting too long =X
lawls. I will do more soon, I hope xD
Hahahahas.
Bye~! <3
