Sunday, May 17, 20093:03 PM
I think I need to just make things clear and come clean. I really cannot hold in my emotions anymore because I will just break down any minute. If
You think that it hurts you to read my blog, it kills me to type this out. It does. You said that you wanted to make things right, you would treat our friendship better. You promised a chance. You promised so many things, yet you do this to me. Have I not been there to talk to you till late in the night
s? Have I not been there for you when you needed somebody. I feel like I have been used, taken for granted, something that is only needed when you need somebody to talk to. Nothing else more than that. Because why? You have other people. But, now I realize, I need to apologize for hurting you and making you feel crappy. I have hurt you and made you feel so fucked up. And now you are facing much things and I am making you feel worse. I think, I should get myself out of your life since I am not helping you. I want you to see the letter yet I want to hide it myself. There is so many things I want to tell you. But even if I do tell you, it'll never matter to you because it is not important. Sighs, I am sorry. Please forgive me.
Thank you RMK for talking to me last night
It means a lot. Sorry for crying again. I could not take it.
Stay happy dude. ^^ Byebye
